jojoyeo

It's 1.12am, and i'm trying to do a little more research done before everything comes crashes into my face once again like good old times.


Internship has been a long journey, having to show me the truth of real working world, and all the information and skills that I need to know of. Indeed, it somehow aided me alot in what I have in mind before I even start working for the company. But all I can say, is that every management has their own service culture, and only people who desperately needs the job or perhaps really love theirs, will they only follow it.

Somehow I felt that mine wasn't that pleasant, and it's one of the ugly truth I've seen it in my own eyes. Yes, previously I worked 2 years in another company part time, and somehow their welfare for staff seemed so much better as compared to this one i worked for during my internship. Yes, probably every company has their own culture but without the frontliners there's no way things will work out.

But there is nothing much to change this, because they know the competition is there, with the IRs all set to venture into the Tourism industry as compared to them. They are still trying to get everything into place to attract the tourists for their programmes, and they know they have to do it fast and furious because time is running out for them.

Things have changed tremendously every time in my life, and I kinda like it. There's times when we're all going down into our lows, and enjoying during our highs. I see it as a learning journey for life, a path that one choose to create experience to learn about live. I see stories created after each other, and to know about the facts makes it even more challenging. & it is even more challenging for the party to go through it.

& that's what I feel friends are for when it comes to such situations; listening ear, shoulders or even a piece of tissue inside that bag of yours when you totally forgot you had it. it somehow bring two worlds together at that moment of time, could be bad or good it doesn't matter. So long that party has someone at that point of time. Yes, soul searching time is important but how long can you stay alone? Friends are always the main bridging component to whatever decisions you wanna make but of course not all the time it works.

But still it is crucial to have bestfriends or goodfriends who are willing to spare you their time and effort because that is life. It is about involving people around you into yours and back into theirs.





I know I'm not a good person myself, I have a screwed up perception at times and even worse, wrong judgmental skills that somehow drive me up against the wall. But i take it back, and hit myself with the process and ask myself questions. There is nothing more than a painful lesson learnt, could be physical or emotional but that's how one learn and grow. It is crucial to know that you've been through that stage, and yes life is unpredictable. So is it that difficult to pick it up and move on?


School's coming to an end, and I have such a hazy future path in front of me. No idea whatever decisions I make will somehow make me or break me. But I won't let anyone down, not even myself. Because I need to have my own life, & I can't give up on this only chance to make a statement or freedom for myself; for a better life and a better future.

Wish me luck!

When you've lost something dear, only will you realised that it is very important to you. & that basically happened to me many a times lately, until i've lost count of it.

I lost friendships, I lost loveship, I lost the mood, I even had my sense of direction lost in the distance. I don't know why but perhaps it's the decisions I made. Not only these, work at Underwaterworld's been tiring but I'ma gonna miss the place.

I thought of giving this a 2nd chance, but it turned out good and bad. Good to have you back as a friend, but I think I've lost the war. But I've come to accept the terms and reality of it, there's no point in holding onto something that will eventually not be yours. & when the time comes, the person being hurt will ultimately be me,myself and I.


Today's been a good/bad day. 6th Jan 2010, I'll never forget this day because it seemed to be one of the most memorable days ever. The weather at sentosa was CLEAR BLUE SKY, and the hot scorching sun greeting everyone here at Underwaterworld. There were new student attachments from TAS, & I managed to talk to 2 of them who are under with us GSOs, and I think it's really interesting to see things from their perspective.

I had my lunch under a shade with an apple in my hand and a book in the other. Was offered a drink of coke from my colleague who thought that I would be better with something nice. He even offered chocolates to some of us earlier in the morning, really nice of him!

& then there was the GSO meeting session where things are being said out clean-&clear because it is important to have things cleared than to have all the misunderstandings brought forth and at the end of the day, everything just screws up everybody else's lives.

I think moving on with life and not stopping at the same spot is something that is crucial, life doesn't wait and I don't wanna spend my whole life waiting for anything or anyone. I just need to have a life that is meaningful and friends who understands. Responsibilities are somethings that is required of anyone in the world, by making this move I've decided to carry on what comes along.

It's obvious you're not ready for it, and I don't wish to push or anything but I just want you to know that I'll always be here. No matter that decision are made, I feel that perhaps being a friend will always do the trick.